audio: un: witdiseased

[hadbaddreams]

 I have of late, wherefore I know not, lost all my mirth.

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[walkingshitshow]

I think it's kind of normal to have days like that. I have bad days too where I...feel down or I don't want to think about bad things.

[ Though her description of it sounds kind of intense. ]

You....could do that but why?

[hadbaddreams]

Pay me no mind, I know not of what I speak.

[There's an audible breath. A long, shaky exhale]

Since my youth I have been plagued by these dark days. I fear they have only worsened since my father's death.

[walkingshitshow]

I can get that. Losing family can mess with you.

What do you do to distract yourself?

[hadbaddreams]

I take walks. Though the heat is near oppressive, it is a momentary distraction from my mood.

[walkingshitshow]

Do you like music? You're welcome to come hang out at the bar whenever.

[hadbaddreams]

I have been spending time and money at Starkbucks when not at work. But I think the coffee does nothing to help my insomnia, so I have gone there less and less.

I do enjoy music. Thank you for your invitation.

[walkingshitshow]

Yeah and I think their coffee kind of sucks now, doesn't it? I don't know, I don't really have a lot of good advice there on how to handle insomnia. I know a few tricks that a head doc told me but...

[ She shrugs. ]

No problem. Can't promise you'll find your mirth or anything but the distraction should be good. Plus maybe the dancing.

[hadbaddreams]

I had never attempted coffee before, and so the experience was all together new to me.

I am not a great one for dancing, but I do enjoy music. Though perhaps watching the others dance might inspire me.

[walkingshitshow]

I probably shouldn't suggest alcohol since that can sometimes make things worse. But we have other drinks at the bar too.

And honestly, no one dances at a bar to be good. They dance to have fun.

[hadbaddreams]

Then I will come, and dance, and attempt to be merry.

[walkingshitshow]

I'll keep an eye out for you then.